@bbcnews This is my first time opening up about my relationship from the inside... It took some time for me to understand what I went through... What he did to me and how he did it to me... This is not an interview about money (it is also part of thestory) but is about the severe mental abuse that caused me diseases like losing hair in huge amounts per day, being extremely underweight in that abusive relationship and then gaining 15 kg more , severe allergies, psychiatric pills (9 every day) and desire to commit suicide And the most dangerous.. I blamed myself. But today with @meghamohanpix I open my heart and my story and every day I heal. Thanks to the BBC team @faydol @faran.raz @meghamohanpix for taking such care of me, they cared about the truth, my state of mind, my comfort, and hugged me from day one.